ahh sry dear readers, i have to keep changing my links as my mum reads my blog.. :(
i im only able t use th com till aft th exams. how sad right??

so, i shall blog abt this week;
i went to kovan almost everyday to study with aaron or zhi peng or nicholas or benchua.. i find studying there is v expensive! must buy some food t study and when i started t eat, i cnt stop. i just kept on buying.. i think i grown fatter or maybe fitter?? haha

aaron i admit ur basketball skills is far better than me he can trash me 7-o like no kick like tht, thn its rrly cfm he gave me chance when i won him 7-0 how saddd haha finally aaron experienced leg cramp on th calf. but thn its toooooo small!! no proof tht he cramped.. xD

and i think of u everyday. neoyun.
like tht rly matters to u...
but..
i love u. its true.

alright 3H is th inter-class soccer champion!
th goals tht i scored;
1st for neoyun
and 2nd, for belven(cause he lend me his shoe)

speaking abt goals i decided to make goals for this yr
1. try to get neoyun to accept me.(if i fail, which i think i probally would, i will still not give up )):
2. pay off the $182 dept i still owe th sec 1 guy (now left $42 :D)
3. at least 3 A1s in my end of yrs
4. master some song wif bc and aaron (i haven asked them yet though)
5. live life normally :D

ppl asked me, whether i rly love neoyun or isit obsession?? tht rly hit me and i thought for a long long time.. i tried askin myself. "do i love her" at first i answered YES! immediately and scold myself for askin tht.. but thn i though again, all th things we did tgr.. those were nt obsession! those were love! i gave all my love we talk, i try my best to make her happy whenever we meet. i love her everyday without fail.
u all can say tht im stupid, give up on her, but thn again, whos the stupid one??? hv u all experience loving someone deeply but cnt hv tht person?? how can u call me stupid when u dun even know wht im going through?
neoyun, wherever u are pls talk to me. but since u are happy with tht guy, thn i will giv u all th happiness. i will still love u though, if u want, i can always be there for u if u ever feel sad..

my love for neoyun is nt an obsession but its just LOVE

exams comin and i cnt bring myself t prepare for it!!
i dun wanna retain in sec 3.. but i think i most probally will. :(

neoyun, pls dun go. i wanna put on th chain for u again. i know tht's near impossible but tht's th only thing i wan t do.
no matter wht, i will wait for u forever. u r th one and only
being able to be with u once is alr a lifetime miracle and i wish, hope or whtever, tht the miralce will happen again.

i nvr loved someone so much,i think i hv said this b4.. its true! i feel tht eveything i do or see is linked to u.

shi jie wei yi de ni-- my new blog song i hope tht u, neoyun will come to my blog and listen to th lyrics of th song...

i shout for u each time i look out th window.
calling your name with all my heart.
my heart looks like th one that i just disected recently.
but every part just call out to u telling u i love u.
--reko to -neoyun-

don't ignore me pls, i love u truly, i dun wanna giv up. u said once feelings come and go right? But for me, my feelings for u stays and never goes. it stays with me and i rly wish to go bak to ur side..

i cannot do anything everyday except to think abt u. u like someone else right? but tht don't matter. im not giving up, im sry i just cnt. i love u and i cnt control it. i love u forever i said many times when we were tgr. Perhaps i dunno how to love a person but im sure i'll let my feelings go and love u the way my feelings want me to. i was controlling but i guess, i shouldn't.

the times we had tgr, the neoprints, memories of goin out talking to u on th phone, or even just sms! those were th happy moments of my life, i cnt live without it. dun leave me pls.

its impossible to let go.

hey u. im still waiting for u.. i tried askin myself whether i rly love u anot and yeah i rly do alot!! pls giv mi another chance?? :( pls

im shouting for u!! ___________
im longing for u!!!_____________
i love u

much much love...

arghhh went t watch hairspray today and this show is mostly dance... and it somehow link to her! i couldn't continue watching th show and i closed my eyes when there's dance part.. thn i feel asleep! omg..
i dreamt abt her! the times we had tgr and th times we could have.. (i shall not describe futher) luckly ben chua woke mi up! but actually, i rather remain sleeping..

i nvr stopped thinking abt u.. everything is abt u... why did u have t go? let mi go bak t ur side pls...

i love u

i skipped school today. :) my hairs long and i know dk is gonna hv a check today!! but im so bored at home... i kept thinking of her.
tht's all i hv t say..
i love u. i'll nvr stop lovin u...

dam it.. i cnt play dota so im gna blog.... haha

i went to church.. thn usual stuff.. tht's all!
xD (this is a short short post.)

ah i stayed up late today to play dota and did self reflections... i finally know th cause of my results alr... i thought it was th end of th world when she left me.. i cried everyday and couldn't accept th fact tht she has left me, being wif her is next to impossible.
i didn't listen in class, started to sleep in class and cry.. i still rmb during chinese lesson i just broke down and cry but lucky for mi, no one saw.. :) i will not deny tht i still love her. i cnt forget abt her and even she dosen't want me anymore i dun mind.. im happy enough for th memories she had given me
i tried t go wif someone new but no! tht was a very stupid thing to do.. her face just kept appearing on th other girl's face(it sounds dramatic but its real!) i kept lying t myself but i can only do tht for 3days...
i dunno whether this will continue t affect my exam results esp my final yrs, but i hope not.. god bless me. :D

i still love u.

ooo common test is over... ahhh i hate my results and hv to just accept it... :(

dam my warcraft is havin prob... i cnt play dota!! argh...

dam th A-maths test... i lost 20 marks alr and th full marks is 40... 1 more wrong and i fail A-maths... fuck! (im sayin fuck for th first time since last yr.. and i mean it! fuck!) wht am i gonna do abt it??
im rly gonna drill myself in studys alr.. no more dota or whtever till my maths (i mean both maths A and E) gets A1 @!#$##@ maths....
wht rly happen to me... first was physics thn bio thn chem.. i tot thts enough but now my maths is like tht... i rly wan t live th way it was.. everything went so so so well... and im not goin to use that set back to answer th reason for now i am.. i shall sleep and pretend tht this is a bad dream...

fuck!

okok i shall update wif typing and 1 pic. BC has a blog now!! go see! haha nice lo i think its atleast nicer thn mine.

awww maths sucks so borin dam th triangles.. i gt suspended as a student councillior for nt doin duties and the suspension period is infinately or whtever it is.. ms goh say one.. awww sad sad.

:( i promise tht i will do my duties aft my suspension period is over!! i wanna stay on! gonna strive for ncc and student councillior and most impt my studies!! arghhh

ahhh th b-bros!! never apart! omg i love sepia! xDxDxD nic chua and me!

ahhh sry for not updating! but im lazyyy so i shall upload pics!! xD enjoy (i rly apologise if this disgust u but its just pig's heart!) xD



















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